Excuses

My mom and I were talking the other day about the things that were holding back my weight loss.  I kept saying "my biggest downfall is X."  Then I'd say well actually its X.  She said that she feels like I keep putting off weight loss in the hopes that I'll be selected for the Biggest Loser.  Well that doesn't apply anymore.  The Detroit open call is today, and even though I'm in the Detroit area this weekend, I wont be going.  Filming is going to be right in the middle of my final semester of nursing school.  I am willing to give up and put off a lot of things for the opportunity to be on the BL, but the one thing I wont do is put off the last semester of nursing.  When I finish this semester and graduate in December, it will finally be a new chapter of my life.  I wont be in school for the very first time in 23 years.  I can't even imagine what it will be like.  I'm excited, but I'm also nervous about finding a job.

Now that I've gone way off topic, back to the things holding back my weightloss...
After my mom said what she did, I said "NO, you know what the one thing holding back my weightloss is???  EXCUSES!"  I keep making excuses, and I'm not sure why or how to stop.  I absolutely HAVE to get myself under control! As I say that, I'm looking at the empty bag of Burger King I had for breakfast.  I disgust myself...